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endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

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All the world is waiting for the Sun

Rain rain go away
Come again another day
All the world is waiting for the Sun

That's the really niceeee song by Breaking Benjamin! It's been pouring and pouring means cold weather means Pat has been feeling extremely cold! LTs and classrooms are even colder because of the airconditioning. Even with my jacket on I feel like i'm freezing! Cold weather also means urge for Pat to eat more. Leading to an increase in weight. (oh dear suddenly i have an urge to talk in terms of shifts in curves... hahaha econsss) Rain means soggy socks, sub-zero pool water temperatures and ASTHMAAAA.

STUPID ASTHMA I WANT TO MURDER YOU.

I HATE YOU ASTHMA.

Oh, the angst...

For some stupid reason my asthma has been aggravated yet again by this nasty weather. If I suffocate and die I will know who to blame. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.

ANGSTING IS SO COOL. ANGSTING IS THE NEW BLACK.

Haha I sound so. Angry. Anger is not good...

Anyways, it's the great weekend ahead. The mother's birthday is tommorow and Monday is a school holiday! JTS ON MONDAY! Yay!

Erps, Pot just told us today that NUS Bi on Sunday will be replacing the usual bike training session. Oh dear. Haven't raced in eons. I hope I don't drown. If I don't turn up for JTS on Monday, all of you should know why.

I am feeling incoherent. Backlog is piling up. Time to get cracking. Jon said I've been looking more and more shack during training lately...................................... -strangles self. KLFJSKLDJSKLJALKDJA We cannot give up..Dear body, please please please recover soon. Oh yay I like talking to my body.

I think i'm a little wonky.. shall stop here.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you